Home alone!!
Wow, after such a long time of not keeping an entry, I'm coming back for posting - home alone!! Wakaka XD Yeah, my aunt and uncle went back to Batam and I'm left alone at home!! This is not the first time though.. All right, I just finished a glass of milk after taken my shower and done the laundry. It was rather weird, coz I feel sleepy regardless of the cold shower I just had.
Anyway,life is rather difficult and complicated in poly. There are all sorts of things that I feared of during secondary time. Back stabbing, etc. A whole new world of politics to me, whereby you used the best strategy, you win the game and rule the area. Frankly speaking, I hate this kinda world!! I was volunteered being the assistant class rep. I was reluctant to do so, knowing that there is another guy who's dead eager of this position (but pretend to be not) and I'm not good at this kinda duty. As and when they wanna get me do something, this drop dead eager guy would use the reason of,"hey, asst, don't earn your cca points for nothing!!" Damn it, I was like,"I've told you guys I'm not good at this!!" Grrr, besides the duty between the class rep and asst is rather ambiguous as it has never been separated clearly!!
Drop the asst class rep's issue aside, it comes this new issue of my working attitude during group works. I'm pretty sure that I don't demand a lot for group work. However,last monday when I asked a group member to stay back in order to complete the report to meet the tuesday deadline, I gotten this info about the group members were complaining me being too perfectionist and they were detesting me from a 3rd party. I was so agitated that I cancelled the meeting and did the rest of the undone part all by myself!! And I promised that I would never let this shit happens the second time!! I meant, how could they complained me being perfectionist when I have never even demanded a thing from them!! High demand means I have a standard for them to meet, without meeting that standard of mine they would be asked to redo. But hey, I just accepted their work without hesistation!! How could they complain that I'm being perfectionist?!! ARGH!! This is so complicated!!
I don't wanna talk bout that anymore!! Well,tomorrow will be starting the day early at 8 am, gotta wake up by 6 in order to make it on time T-T Thats the main reason that I had been skipping entries. Poor me.. Anyway, the best returns would be ending at 12 pm I guess.. Yieepee!! Fighto~~ OH!!>_<