nothing much~~
Nothing much to update bout my activities today. Just added another drawing at another side of the "new old shoes" that's all. Since it was raining very heavily, I had quite a good nap at the afternoon. Lolx xp.

Anyway,I think it's the synopsis turn's now. All right, finally 29th Aug is coming soon!! Yeah,after long await, I'm going to learn how to make sushi and let the Kumamoto's students try my creation!! hahahaha XD Since the prank that I prepared a few days ago didn't turn out well, I have the "Hostel Attack" for them tomorrow!! *evil laugh* Jia Hua would be the camera man, and I would be the host for the day, well it might have some changes tomorrow. Who knows?? Fighto~~OH!!>_<

Ahhh, Camera...
Yeah, just like what my synopsis said, I went down to the campus to accompany Abe-chan and companies for lunch. Manx,I was thinking of bringing them around the campus but, the weather just didn't cooperate!! As well as their short and pathetic one hour break. Well, instead of just heading back home after lunch, I waited Merlyn for her last 2 hours new lens fitting and headed back to Bussiness block, just to get our way to the Kumamoto student's hostel. Well, at least I had some idea how to get y way there I supposed.. *keeping my finger crossed*

Anyway, regarding the title, I don't know why, but I just somehow find that camera is just so precious. I'm just so eager to get one!! How I wish I can find a job and start saving up money for it. Manx, especially at this kinda situation, whereby you wanna keep the memories with you.. Sigh, and my aunt don't even allow me to lend hers.. Tsk..tsk..tsk, how could she be that heartless?? Gyahahaha xp Well, I don't blame her for that.

Synopsis as usual!! Hmm, I'm just going to spend my day at home I guess. Yeah, completing my "new old shoes" Lolx xp. Fighto~~OH!!>_<

I just started it...

a gift from Abe-chan

A fan!! After opening!!

The unexpected gift from Ma-kun

What I have gotten in total!! xp

Kumamoto exchange is fun!!
Yeah, I'm back from the Kumamoto exchange programme!! Its rather sad that we wouldn't be able to spend longer time together. Coz there are still so many things that I wanna know more about them!! Besides, they are very friendly as well!! Especially my partners for the programme, Abe-chan and Ma-kun. Abe-chan gave me a Japanese fan as an exchange gift from me and Ma-kun, gave me a Japanese cloth out of my expectations. I feel so bad of not giving him anything as an exchange... But, I have promised to bring them sushi on 29th after my lessons. Hopefully my creations are edible.. Hahaha XD.

So,this is the pict that I sketched as the gift


Yeah, thats the sketch that I gave to Abe-chan. I was pretty surprised that almost all the Kumamoto students who went to Vivo together with us like it. Thats because I was so afraid that they wouldn't appreciate it. I was so worried that I went around asking my friends through Live Messenger. Keita was one of the victim, and I'm glad he like it as well. How I wish he's involved in the exchange programme as well. The bidding part was so unbearable.. We kept waving at each other and stuffs.. Hahaha never mind,I'll be meeting them again on the coming 29th!! Gyahahah xp

All right, I don't think I have any specific synopsis for tomorrow. Well you know,I'm already broke!! Manx, I need a job!! Anybody who would like to offer one?? Oh, I have an interesting one!! I might be DIY-ing my white shoes!! Yeah!! Coolx huh?!! I'm the DIY king around!! Fighto~~OH!!>_<

Great experience, BAD falling!!
Wow, so today woke up pretty early and travelled all the way to Jurong East for the ice skating session!! Yeah, the experience is definitely nice!! But, I fell for a few times by myself. Those were vey minor falls, you can't even consider it as a fall at all. Coz I was moving in a steady speed. All thanks to Hui Qi(the classmate that suggested for this session) that brought be for a speedy skating and threw me off when she tried to accelarate my speed even more. Manx, I that was really a great fall!! My hand swollen soon after. Grrr.. But that didn't stop me from mastering the sport.*though I don't really master it* I just kept skating and skating from 10 plus to 2 plus I think. Yeah, it was fun!! Just like what Hui Qi said, you would feel cool initially, but you would adapt to the temperature soon after. Lolx xp.

Hmm, after we left the skating arena, we went down to the arcade centre located below for some games. Janice and me played the Japanese drum of course the rest had their turn as well.. The drum was fun!! Lolx xp. I would never forget the very first time I played that machine in Batam!! I had trembling hands eating by then!! Lolx xp. Yeah, afterwards we had our lunch in the kopitiam nearby. Whereby Matthew joined us during our walk there.

All right, synopsis as usual!! Gotta wake up at 8 am!! Manx, I'm supposed to be having holiday, but I'm stuck with this final year project to complete!! The worse thing, I gotta stay there for the whole good day!!Gosh, I wanna watch my drama!! I have not even got the chance to continue it.. Hiks... Fighto~~OH!!>_<

Living under one roof, yet different dimension?
I really do feel that!! The feeling is so odd here. I meant, though we're living in the same house, they rarely pay a particular POSITIVE attention to me. Sigh, what should I do?? I seriously hate this kinda environment!! The worst thing, I found out that there is a great complain Queen who is very close to me. I seriously told her almost everything that I felt and stuff, yet she complain a joke that I played on her to my aunt, which resulted into a big issue now. Manx, I seriously gotta open up my eyes wider when I wanna choose someone to joke on.

Anyway,finally the exams are over!! Yiepee!! Now, its time for me to enjoy my vacation!! I gonna watch drama series, and more drama series!! Not to forget to go back to Indonesia of course. Coz I wanna avoid this odd aura!! Argh!!

Synopsis for tomorrow!! Yeah, tomorrow is going to be an interesting day definitely!! Coz, I gonna try out ice skating tomorrow!! Yeah, what a great experience it would be?? Well, I would only know till tomorrow is here.. Gyahahaha xp.

One is down, two more to go...
All right, I'm all worken out.. The 2 hours paper of Chem had totally beaten me up!! Wonder how the result would be. Coz I was constantly in a dillema mode during the exam. Sigh, anyway, that would mean one more module down. Another 2 more to go. One is the coming friday and the last one is next monday. Worse thing, both of them are more content base!! Grrrrr..

After the exam I'm real fatique!! Yeah, I spent almost the whole day in the campus, doing just one set of paper from Mr Chan. Just a pity that other classmates didn't join us. They blame me for not asking them to come along. But I was asked by another classmate as well, who am I to ask others to come along?? Sigh, really hate this kinda situation. I'm not that kinda person, I'm not selfish. Well, I do believe that you guys know that right?! (Please say yes!!)

All right, synopsis for tomorrow.. Um, I think I would basically spend my time memorising Anatomy and Physiology's content in order to prepare for the coming exam on friday. Hmm, I think I would partly revise on GenOpts as well. But I doubt I would be that obedient though.Fighto~~OH!!>_<

Indeed...
Indeed I have spent my evening at the nearest Mc Donald's. Well, basically to do my revision papers. Yiepee!! I'm able to do almost every questions from the paper I choosed from the 4 sets given!! Great attempt isn't it?!! Yeah!!

Hmm, what I have done today?? Let me recap for a while.. Well, woke up and every thing went pretty usual. Yeah, just that I had completed the last set near the noon. Then redo a set at McD. Oh yeah, how I miss the time I revised my POA at the very same McD's branch with Linda!! Gyahahaha, it was supposed to be done in the library, but ended up there.

The synopsis again!! Hmm, gotta wake up early to meet Mr Chan at 10 am and pray as well. Then gonna sit for my ery first paper in poly at 6 pm plus!! Gosh, what a weird timing?!! Fighto~~OH!!>_<

They're driving me crazy!!
All right, it all started with my heavy content based exams that are coming in monday, then my grandpa with parkinson's disease who resists to switch off all the lights that result in my revisionless nights. Gosh, though sometimes I would calm myself down and tell myself, "hey, you gotta respect your grandpa man!!" But, I really couldn't stand his unreasonable actions and all. Then, my aunt swithing on the TV, with loud audio, just to accompany her to sleep!! Manx!! Grrrrrr!!

Well,at least I did spend my afternoon doing most of the revision papers before I was beaten up by the medicine's side effect. Yeah, I was knocked out!! That spares me a little rest. And I'm really stressed up after attempted the qns!! Coz I found out that I couldn't answer most of the questions!!

Very well then, here come the synopsis!! All right, I would spend my day RE-doing the revision papers, but before that I would complete the last set first. Then, I would try to understand those questions that are in doubt. AND,I think I would spend my night in Mc Donald's to revise!! Fighto~~OH!!>_<

Brain juice depleting...
Oh manx, I had stayed in the campus till 5.30 pm just to do practises on my A&P Chem. Gosh, I really felt that I was suffering from a temporary brain dead!! Argh, I just couldn't think of solution for the answers!! Anyway, the questions are much more tougher than the normal quizzes!! (What do you expect manx, it's going to be an exam!!)

Well, yeah. I went to the school by 10 plus. Yeah, a little bit late than the supposed time. When I reached there, there was only Benerdict to check on a total of 6, 7 people? So, I decided to print the CRS records and rushed to Business block to hand in the assignment to Ms Irene Lee. It took me about an hour, which I gotten back to the SPOC by 11, with a burger and soy milk as my breakfast. Well, just like what you read in the synopsis previously, I was suppose to meet my classmates in the basket all court in between. But, on my way back from the business block, I couldn't find my way to the court. So, I ended up with my breakfast you see.

Anyway, I just completed 2 revision papers of the given 4. And I seriously found that they are VERY complicated!! Manx, what should I do?!! Grrrr.. Never mind, the main, and only I hope, activity would be completing the revision papers. So, hang in there wyndz, gotta complete them all!! Fighto~~OH!!>_<

Skipping entries... =(
Oh, feel so guilty that I have been skipping so many entries. Mostly because of the current situation that I'm in, well exams are near you see.. Besides that, it's partly due to my laziness. Gyahahaha xp. Anyway,I'm glad that I only have 3 modules to be examined on. But, there are lots of contents work!! And the worst thing, I have yet to revise!! Thanx to my grandpa who insisted to off all the lights when he wanna sleep. The best thing, he sleeps damn early!! 8 pm?? Yeah, I think so.

Well, I can't blame him, as he's suffering from some senile illnesses. Argh, seriously,I gotta mug for my upcoming exams!! I wanna win the wars manx!! I dun wanna waste my time repeating a module again next semester.. Wish me all the best manx!!

All right, daily synopsis as usual!! Do you guys miss it?? (In fact, I wonder who really reads my blog..) Anyway, yeah, gotta wake up around 8 in order to be in the campus by 10 am for the senior's final year project. Besides, my classmates are having a basket ball session at the same time as well. So, I'm really in a complicated situation tomorrow. I gotta run to 2 places at the same time. Wonder how am I going to do that?? Wait for my next entry then!! Fighto~~ OH!!>_<

Fatique
I apologise on my yesterday's self. But, that's my heart's fill. I feel better after all of them were written down. Ok, today made my way to the SPOC for my senior's contact lenses FYP. Spent the whole 4 hours in the campus, basically doing nothing but just slacking here and there.

After which, Charlie, my hometown's friend, asked me out to the S'pore's Buddhism lodge. All right, the building is pretty outstanding. However, I think they're having too many store rooms!! Gosh, the store rooms are extremely huge and somehow, empty. Well, at least it was sort of an eye opening trip to me.

All right, today was all over a fatigue day. I really felt that I was dehydrated this afternoon on the way to the Buddhism lodge. The weather was basically hot and humid. Well, I think I'll be spending my day reading the articles for CRS's participation assignment. Maybe a little bit of Mathz review. But that's not sure yet. All right, both my eyes are very heavy now. Oh yeah, I did an EQ analysis earlier on.And here was the result.

Your EQ is 127

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

when was it??
All right, you might wanna say I'm in emo state or what so ever. But, I really wanna ask myself, "when was the last time I was praised?? especially my relatives." I can hardly find any praises from my relatives, but the negative feed backs are vivid!! Sometimes I just wonder, what's so bad about poly students?? Besides, my course is in fact one of the most prestigious course among the available courses, yet all I the comments I received from my relatives are just negative feed backs like, "He just wanna choose the easy way out, He just wanna enjoy his life, He just wanna keep his hair and stuffs."Manx, who would be that childish to play with his own future?? I surely has my own reason to choose this path. The thing is that, has they really asked me bout it??No they don't all they know is just jump to their own conclusion and ends it there. Just like today,which supposedly to be a joyous day. My aunt Lucy's birthday. I knew that something would go wrong if I went for the dinner with my cap on. But, I have been wearing it from school, where do you expect me to keep it then?!! But I don't see anything wrong wearing a cap.. I meant, I don't wear it all the time, do I?? Well, that's not the only issue that I'm facing right now, my action of keeping my hair long for my last chance has also been pin pointed.Why can't they stop their stereotypical and look at it at another angle?? This would be the last chance that I'm able to look at how I would be like in long hair since I strongly believe that during year 3, I won't be allow to keep that in clinical. Besides, this is my teenager's period!! Don't I have the right to choose the path that I wanna tale myself?!! Ok, all they know is to look at me with all the negative viewpoints. Just like my cousin Jia Yi, who said that he wanna continue on with ITE, was greatly supported by them!! Manx, thats ITE!! and they were giving him all those great praises. What bout me?? Who has been achieving so many achievements?!! I'm a human as well, I need praises and support to keep on going and.. striving for everything, but what I gotten were just mere reprimanding and more demands. What have I done wrong?? Could you please tell me?!! I can't help it but throw all these sorrows of mine here. I wouldn't try to talk bout these stuffs in person cause I couldn't really hold back those tears that are rolling out from within.

Can I really live without all those kind of praises?? I'm glad that I have a bunch of friends who provide me with their kind words.. Seriously, I appreciate all of you!!